Famous.....

I'm not sure I ever want to be famous. I know it sounds really dumb, but I have my reasons.  First of all, though it might not look true, I don't really like attention.  I like to try and be invisible.  It doesn't work out that way a whole lot though.  Secondly, I don't want being famous dictate the way I live.  I don't want someplace like Hollywood change who I am.  I want to be me, not someone the media created.  Lastly,  I want friends.  Sure there are a lot of really sincere people who happen to be famous, but there are a lot of people who aren't.  I want friends that I can trust with everything and they can trust me with stuff.  I want people to like me for who I am, not for how much publicity I get.

That is why I don't really have any inkling to become famous.  Now, to be completely honest, if I somehow became famous, I probably wouldn't mind.  But I am not going to go looking for fame.  I'm not ready now as it is, so that is one more reason why I don't want it at the present moment.

nana nana nana nana nana nana nana nana... Oh Wait, Not Mine!

Finding a theme song is hard.  There are so many songs to choose from and it is hard to pick one from all of them.  But I think I have chosen...

Now I don't listen to a whole lot of the popular songs and bands that are played on the radio.  I prefer lesser known bands.  But there is one band that I really like and I think their one song would make a pretty good theme song.

The band I'm talking about is called Red.  The song I'm talking about is called Faceless.  It is a good song. These are the lyrics:

A voice screaming from within
Begging just to feel again
Can't find who I am without you near me
I'd give anything to live
Cause without you I don't exist
Your the only one who saves me from myself
I've abandoned this love and laid it to rest
And now I'm one of the forgotten

I'm not I'm not myself
Feel like I'm someone else
fallen and faceless
So hollow hollow inside
A part of me is dead
Need you to live again
Can you replace this
I'm hollow hollow and faceless

Shadows growing in my mind
Ones I just can't leave behind
I'm not strong enough to pay this ransom
One more monster crawled inside
But I swear I saw it die
Can you save me from the nothing I've become
I been in this love and laid it to rest
And now I'm one of the forgotten


I'm not I'm not myself
Feel like I'm someone else
Fallen and faceless
So hollow hollow inside
A part of me is dead
Need you to live again
Can you replace this
I'm hollow hollow and faceless

I'm faceless
I'm hollow and faceless
We are the faceless
We are the nameless
We are the hopeless
Until we have faces!
Faceless!

I'm not I'm not myself
Feel like I'm someone else
Fallen and faceless
So hollow hollow inside
A part of me is dead
Need you to live again
Can you replace this
I'm hollow hollow and faceless


These are the words to the song.  Now as to why I think this is a good theme song for me, well I have to honest, I'm not entirely sure.  I just really like the words and I'm sure if I thought hard enough, I could come up with an good answer.But it's a Monday so I don't think that will happen.   Although, I think it does describe me, to a certain degree.  I also think the beat of the song would make a good theme song. 


So that my choice for a theme song.